There's loads of stuff going through my head - that's why I want to know the reasons Mark reflects on his elimination

Mark

I'm gutted. I said I'd take it and that's what I'm doing now.

But I'd feel more happier if I knew the reasons why I went.

I was the only one up for elimination who hadn't been in that position before. I didn't have the lowest points either.

I'm not saying Pete should have gone but I just want to know why I went.

It's been a holiday for me really. Well, a competition stroke holiday - I've got away from it all.

The worst event for me was Drag Race or Luge Push because I don't have the power.

That's one of the reasons I went. I'm only a runner at the end of the day.

They probably thought I would struggle in the final where the events might be more demanding.

There's loads of stuff going through my head - that's why I want to know the reasons.

My dad will be gutted, but I just want to get to sleep because I'll just be thinking, 'what if I did this? What if I did that?'

But you can't think like that. You've got to think about all the people who didn't make it this far.

I'm going to miss the guys now, espeically Cat.