Looking back on Born To Win

Ashley

I can't believe I'm going back to crappy Newcastle.

Nothing is going through my head at the moment, but it's my heart that feels it.

I'm going to cry. I'm absolutely devastated.

I don't know what went wrong in this show.

I expected to do badly in Rope Climb because of my injured finger.

I thought I'd do better on Light Chase and god knows about the other two events.

I didn't think I'd get this far though. I thought I was out in show one but since getting past that and winning show two I wanted to get to the final.

I want to know why I went.

I don't know what my next move is - I guess it's just back to normal life and my training.

But the whole thing has given me confidence in myself because I thought I was going home every week.

It's made me realise I'm better than I think I am.

I want to wish Cat good luck - Don't die on Tri-Lake!