Lee Bowyer has told Newcastle he wants to finish his career at the club.
Bowyer, who was dropped to the bench for the game with Sporting Lisbon, faces a Football Association charge after his brawl with Kieron Dyer.
"While I don't know what is going to happen, I would love to stay here for what I've got left of my career," Bowyer told the Newcastle Chronicle.
"The club gave me a chance to resurrect my career and I've tried to pay them back by giving everything."
He added: "I really care about this club, and while there is no excuse for what happened against Aston Villa, I was frustrated and angry at the way the game was going - and that applies to Kieron as well."
Bowyer has also appealed to Newcastle fans to forgive him.
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There's nothing more I can do but say how sorry I am. If there was anything else I could do, I would
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He said: "What I did was indefensible and I will regret it for the rest of my career.
"But Kieron has made it up with me and all I can do is hope the supporters do likewise and forgive me."
Newcastle fined Bowyer a maximum six weeks wages - believed to be in the region of £200,000 - for the embarrassing incident, but stopped short of terminating his contract.
Bowyer added: "I'd die for this football club and all I can do is to plead with the fans to forgive me.
"It has been a nightmare for me since Saturday, knowing just how much I let everyone down.
"There's nothing more I can do but say how sorry I am. If there was anything else I could do, I would."