I don't know where to start after the last couple of weeks at Manchester City.
Nothing has been confirmed yet about whether Sven-Goran Eriksson is staying or going and he and the squad are out in Thailand now.
All I, and the rest of the squad, can do is just wait and see what happens.
We all love him, and would love him to stay but it is out of our hands. We don't know what is going on and it is quite hard to comment because I don't really know.
I have not gone to Thailand because of my knee injury, and some of the international players have stayed behind too.
I have had a couple of text messages from players who are out there - Kelvin Etuhu and Valeri Bojinov have both been in touch to say they are having a good time and that I have missed out.
I think they are just trying to rub it in but I would prefer to be here getting my injury right - I have been going into Carrington even though I don't have to because I want to do all I can to get it right before I stop for the summer.
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