David Beckham has spoken for the first time about being dropped from the England football team.
The former skipper said: I know people said I should have seen it coming, but it was a total shock.
"It's a terrible feeling not playing for England after 10 years, but I'm not bitter - more disappointed and hurt."
Former England skipper Becks also told the Daily Mirror newspaper that he wants to prove manager Steve McClaren wrong and play for his country again.
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Most England caps as skipper
Billy Wright - 90
Bobby Moore - 90
Bryan Robson - 65
David Beckham - 58
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Real Madrid star Beckham, 31, also said he will always "be available" to play for his country.
"I didn't announce my international retirement because I want to play for England again."
"I still want to reach that milestone of playing for England 100 times and help them win the European Championship.
"It's a target I set myself a long time ago and I won't give up now."
In the interview Beckham also admitted that even though McClaren hasn't said he will never pick him, he's not sure he'll play for his country again.